sometimes the hardest thing to do is verbalize your thoughts. i am aware of the precision of my thoughts yet when i transform them into sentences they lose their mileage.
as i type, and erase, and type and erase, it is not frustration i feel, not at all. but its simply the realization that those thoughts are not polished yet, not ready to be a reality yet. or perhaps it is simply my inability to communicate.
sometimes you really just have to let it be.
so i am letting it be, not just this inadequate post, but i am letting myself be. whether it is being sad or swollen, bitter or borderline sadistic. whether it is letting my tears flow or letting my fears grow, i have to just let it be.
what else can you do, really?
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Instead of letting it be, step back and talk to me.
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